post.041


forfeit your faith
at its very name
the idol you praise
mirrors gaze

& I still waste on your condition(s)
& I still waste on your conviction(s)

as we sleep
(as to lie)
through your life
(as to while)
as you hide
(as to skin)
in our smile
(as in dry)
behind your will
(we are the mask)
pressed to our hands
(pressed to the land)
a mouth full
(as to teeth)
of salt and sand

i could bleed
at your altar

post.040

(our hands hold heads below water
our hands ring no alarms
our hands molest all the daughters
our hands cannot help but harm)

I gambled blood today
all stolen copper and chambray

they will fuck in front of every mirror

the slaves make good on their promise

pillows are the weapons

post.039

I culled the words out and hung from a smile
we worsened the while

I ran the circles red until I'm lungless
shifting beneath us

words run in patterns from under to over
could you please just be over

all this language tied to my fingers
convulsed and remembered

(my anger is a warm blanket indeed)

post.036

I have blood
 I want to be court of laces
bruise and bite
 call the tides to my arms
scrape teeth to unarm
sweat out your tongue
to sing the siren song
rung by rung by rung to climb your ladder
and lie with fire I want your bothered
all the time, everywhere

post.038

it baths to be in us
but let us not forget nothing is clean

hold your breath forever
on the couch in an attic
all hands on windows

before the bus ran her over when I was at a doctor
 the blood looked like an apple in her mouth

 i am that i am can mean nothing

post.037

all the belonging
like a used condom
all the options
bitterness or apathy
spilling over
spill over
all over you
in the dreams
in the mirror

hope enough to wake up in the morning
to see no one else woke up at all.

if I could get this out of me
could I sleep then

burn life

post.035

in my head it's a bloodbath

post.034

fear of your own voice
the injunction to enjoy
the cut inner thigh

I need better violence

post.033

all the champions of liberty
pissing on justice

at night they give me black rings

under the stairs and dying
we fell under a spell

I will unlearn tonight

post.032

if i were to bind you up
a history for the writing
what of this identity
festering
a slip into a whole
crime for all
biting ankles (sublimation)

ideologue

between the teeth of this
we rot

(mountains fell for less)

post.031

mirror has no eyes
sucked dry, suck loud
I shape / I hide
less elemental, from suns

trust your teeth
to bite self

post.030

Screaming to have your voice taken
Stab with your right hand what your left feeds
Under the stairs hiding from your own footsteps

White rivers pull and push me under
Tree tops bend to greet me
I will never belong amongst you
Fires

post.029

at the end of the day
all I have to show is all your show
like feathers falling off
like smiles that never fade
i wake to sleep
and never sleep to wake
at then end of the day
all I want is for words to go away
wash your mouth out with gasoline
you'll never feel my feel
you'll never hate my hate
i wake to sleep
but never sleep to wake

post.028

she sleeps like a drug
she loves with a gun
kisses apocalypse
all zero's and ones
she's off to war
settling scores
of bets she made
of beds shes laid
when she gets to heaven
she'll walk with the lord
she'll sing without lungs
she'll want no more
she's a flag waving
she's a lunatic raving
she'll suck you dry
you'll pay the price
all the saints
come marching in
singing her name
playing her game
she's getting old
her dances limp and fold
story full of holes
selling what can't be sold
kiss her goodnight
with all her fight
she is the weakest fist
you'll ever bite

post.027

i was elected to sound good
i was elected to make good
ideological blood hunt
dialectical flood lust
all of my words in your mouth, tell me i sound good
every thing's working as it should
every thing's braking as it would
i was elected to sound good
i was elected to make good
all of my words in your mouth, tell me i sound good
all of your fears in my mouth, tell me i sound good

post.025

vultures laugh
breeding functions functioned fear
atone meant
all the exits of your face
cause to rites
in the affect of the empire
lift of cry
may we hear them with our all


under floor boards raps the truth
you want to leave it but it follows you
in the corners of your room
all the vultures croon

lament
laugh

post.024

there is a god, he delivers mercy, so i can kill.
we are the hands of god, we deliver mercy, to those who kill.
there is no god, i determine justice.

you cannot build with this good, so rid us of it.

the good, for the sake of good, will undermine all evil.

other voice

Step forward: we hear
That you are a good man.
You cannot be bought, but the lightning
Which strikes the house, also
Cannot be bought.
You hold to what you said.
But what did you say?
You are honest, you say your opinion.
Which opinion?
You are brave.
Against whom?
You are wise.
For whom?
You do not consider your personal advantages.
Whose advantages do you consider then?
You are a good friend.
Are you also a good friend of the good people?
Hear us then: we know.
You are our enemy. This is why we shall
Now put you in front of a wall. But in consideration
of your merits and good qualities
We shall put you in front of a good wall and shoot you
With a good bullet from a good gun and bury you
With a good shovel in the good earth.


( The Interrogation of the Good - Bertolt Brecht )

post.023

sincerely (redacted),
you stole my reflection.

hymnal
orgy
hymnal
orgy
hymnal
orgy
hymnal
orgy

my dearest (redacted),

conduct.history

post.022

when we were kids we cut off our heads
put them on display for some possible beds
stomach pumped and so in love
we kiss ourselves and fuck our thumbs
come barricade the bedroom doors
fill the air, cover the floor

post.021

stead past heathen
breathe in
treason (and rise)

stead past children
breathe out rapture
and hide

sworn in
all contrition
priests of ruin
and might
worn in
all specters
raising lecterns
of lye

read last sermon
structures
to injure (rites)

seed mass children
shudder
and rupture
and rupture

post.020

subtlety
in worship
under our skins

tidals
in knives
wax wing love/lust

all your hidden gods...
cocoons and lepers...
furs of the lessing..
fall on our swords...

succinctly
warmongering
drinking piss

rapture
it hides
the least of these

post.019

slumbers edit
slumbers edict
wills of virgins
and hands in the spread
call my throat
dine on arrows

sell the sold

post.018

fortune tells her
we piss on gods and it makes new gods
my toes grew into the floor
trees grow through me like a fence

burry me under the playground
(the slide my marker)

post.017

lies are kinetic
ask me more questions.
i posed a hole as value and watched it get
bigger and bigger.
can we fall forever.
i fell (in love) and broke my wrist
headlights kiss.
sold to soiled
nothings might.
kissing highways of last nights.

will you hear
will you
will

rupture/rapture

in heaven we sing christmas carols at hells door.

your not a fool, are you.

post.016

I woke up with the crusades all over the bed.

post.015

self important/toe nails stuck in my throat
over emotional/breaking dams
destined to go in circles/eat yourself
its always amazing to see a quarter in of water drown large groups of people

post.014

cocoon the leper ark

post.013

feeding
hold me to a pose
count the thieves among us.

post.012

im cold
ive been looking for
a body at rest
to call forth
into this myth
like a standard fool
all drool and dress

at the bottom of the mountains
its like ________
did we mention your time is up

come with us, the river stopped.

post.011

one: a class of mutes trying so hard to relate
i have never done my best
regret for me.

imitate survival/horse hair all over my shirts

i often want to crawl away. and nvvver come back.

hearts pump blood in order for you to keep ignoring me.
second place, second degree burns.
fissure's

post.010

as a course,
through veins.
through times.
cast/rate

to separate forth a void.
conscious of nothing
a drooling case,
how then shall we live.

yes, we will all die, so stop arguing.
the piece of pie you so desperately want,
is made of shit.

we are leaders of cheer.
sing with us.

post.009

my flags run through
my tongue runs true
my faint has legs
lest my saved grace
on bathroom floors

post.008

ache
the root on le method
constrict of defensible
ass tricks unmovable

could you see me in the last page of this

obligate
the stem on le counterfeit
dancepartydistrophy
plain sight never does a thing

no, I do not taste blood
I am not running from a thing

"aching again"

a novel idea

post.007

last night was a tantrum
i had to tell myself to breathe
i kept looking at the floor you walked on
recovery
all my trophies for stalemates
kissing apocalypse
i wear this disguise well
and it hurts

post.006

like fallings and unawares.
furs of the lessing
inside floors inside floors
outside you

I am never going home
it is never a wonder.

post.005

sing this fear for you
it never goes away
in never stops
floods and last looks

i wish few things

take my tongue, its yours
its worthless without

armed/naked

"i never licked the side of dying before"

my eyebrows do not match

post.004

my sincerest distraction
all these baron wombs
i have been wishing in rivers
unopened cocoons
restless

is it the prophet/making profits
a sponge bath
a suit and tie
all the crows laugh
from the roof tops
will they behead or crucify
if they burn you at the stake then I'll join in and share your grave
until then
I will eat the locust

a taste so ashen
she is pretty when she starves
a walk that's so skeletal
parades in graveyards
the once fertile crescent
a fools wish come true
Ive become the fingers
pulling rocks out of (the dam)

this is the age of ages
lets burn the history pages
flood all the cities
tear down all the buildings
underneath this concrete
there is something living
its scratching at the walls
we are still at the fall

this waxwing currency
is slowly melting
oh, Lord, Ive been mistaken
this marrow from the bone
swallow all Ive known
Ive got these mouths to feed
but soon their gonna eat me

post.003

all this hope, false alarms
im house broken
numb lower lip

the rock in the door
rolled away

the storms come for me
it comes
it goes
all this hope, false alarms
i am house broken

the story comes for me
it comes
it goes
the rock in the door
rolled away

ive been laughing in faces
the army of the petty advances

post.002

the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home
the cannibals came home

(ukulele)

post.001

monuments to this
storms never stop
storms never start
how it rains
how it reigns
shiny shrines to this
matter never stop
matter never start
how they pray
how they prey
if your naked dance to this
if your dying here is a kiss
in this house the shadows hiss
and in your eyes the walls shift
when your alone please think of me
raised by wolves in raising seas
but dont you cry for me
just shapes in your daydreams
the earths center is an hour glass
and every sand is a liars laugh
th ejokes are told, the moments pass
as you race to place last
i want to croon
i want to wail
i want to bleed
i want to fail
i want a storm for me to sail
in that moment so frail
the mute swan
crys to cain
at abels feet, oh so slain
i can hear her song today
his blood drips from our mouths
east west north and south
cains all encompassed claim
the gravity of this gravity
is slowly draining me
purple mountain majesty
sea to shining sea
every plot and pyrimid sceam
abels burried undernieth
still no one hears the mute swan sings today

dark, soft, and listless
could someone fix this
up to our necks in sand
streets, veigns, and map books
could some on fix this
up to our gills in hooks

the sexiest dogfight